She pays for the bread and she goes.

How am I to go without seeing you for a week and a half. Please call me so I can hear your voice. You say we need to get used to it, for next year. Fuck my life, I don't want this to happen. I don't want you to go away, and I don't want me to stay. At least I'll have Daniel with me next week, a cuddle buddy that I've missed. (If he is not too old for that). But I will miss you. I always do. I can be having the time of my life, yet you're still in the back of my mind. I seriously don't think you know how much I need you. I'm putting your picture in my suitcase. I'm pathetic. I might even take my bear. You having a job? Not working for me. Is it sad that when I smell you on my pillows, I burry my face is that spot and just breathe you in until I fall asleep? I'll answer that myself. Almost as sad that when I see a house decorated with lights, I think of ours. It's nice knowing who you're going to marry. I just hope that it's you.

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare.

You're amazing. In every way possible. Why yes, I do want to know about the movie you're watching. And the pool from the hotel. Your memory is amazing. Please don't forget me. 2 weeks my dear, I'll see you after Christmas. I am so pumped just thinking about it. What?! Mom got a new van?! Because her "oder one was old"?! I love your voice. I just love you. Holy shit. You're four. FOUR! I miss you. Why did I of all people have to miss the first day of Pre-School, why can't I meet your teacher. You colored in class today I heard. I heard you're the smartest one. What can I say, you ARE my brother :). Dad got you a mohawk? Let's not. BIEGE!, I cannot wait to see you! And hug you. And swing you around. I'm smiling just thinking about your face! Me and my step mother are texting? Alright I'm down. Whatever gets me there quicker. Baby I'm yours. I'll be wrapped around your finger like I always am. I'll do whatever you want, when you want. You want to make cookies? Let's do it. Opes you dropped the egg shell in the batter. Oh well we'll laugh and get it out. A little crunch never hurt any one. Don't touch the oven it's hot, I'll hold you instead. HOLD YOU. I forgot about the holding. Can I sleep with you? I bet you won't let me. Mr Independent, we got that from our father. "Dad you're annoying me!" "Did he just say you're annoying him?". Thank you Lord, for giving me the balls to call. I'm so glad I did. 2 weeks 2 weeks 2 weeks. C'mon c'mon c'mon, could you move any slower. And yes, we will in fact ride in your batman car :)

*Occurences from the fast, and hopefully the future.*